I Hate Everyone

This is the first time I felt so... Stressed...

I don't know why am I like this but I have to say that there's just too much of a backstabber today and I can't handle it. Maybe next time you will see the next image of me, I would become rude and mean.

Guess what, I don't like my career being a dancer, I don't like being an officer, and I don't like being recognize. I don't have free time. I say no but I have to say yes and I have no choice.

You will see our organization as a f*ckin' club that you can't do anything about it.

Well, guess what, I don't want to be here and I want to quit.

I will just finish what I promised being a vice president for 1 year and then quit. GOODBYE.

Cookies!!!

You know what's weird for today?

All about this box of cookies

Why?

We eat them, of course... Just the 3 of us. Me, my sister Erika, and my li'l bro Adrian. We bought this box of cookies yesterday. Imagine? Less than 2 days and it's empty? Crazy right? :p

Okay, I'm exaggerating. Don't worry, it's not yet empty. We already ate 3/4 of it. Maybe this proves that all of us are chocoholic, lol.

How?

Well, this is our schedule of eating. In the morning, my li'l bro, Adrian a.k.a. Moja, is the only one eating breakfast. My sister and I don't eat breakfast because we're still sleep at that time or we're late for our class. In the afternoon, my li'l bro always go out and buy some food then play, my sister will cook some food or she's not home, and I? Well, I'm at school. Before evening, we will do whatever we want to do while eating, lol. Lastly, at Dinner, we eat all together. If we're still awake, then we will get some food from the fridge or from the cabinet where our food is stored and eat. I do that all the time, because I can't sleep without eating anything.

But the weird thing is, I don't get fat. :p

So it begins

Now, I'm now being recognize. Thanks to Synergy. So, I stay in dance troupe. We practice for our major event "Dancelebration." We also change our name from Synergy to "Lucid." Lucid means vividly, lively, clear. We got our motto "We dance to express, not to impress" from the video being shown to us. I enjoy dancing and being in the Lucid dance troupe. Before the Dancelebration, there was an event called "Danz Dish III" and we were invited to perform in the stage. That was the first time

I dance in stage and it was spectacular! At first, I was getting nervous. But when I'm on the stage dancing, I start enjoying it and I dance like nobody is

watching, and next thing I know, our performance is over. I start saying that "I want to dance again!" So, I got excited for the Dancelebration. I've got to say, the dancelebration is the best experience in my whole life(so far).

After the event, we started choosing/appointing the next officer. I was a little bit happy because I become the P.R.O. or Public Relation Officer of the dance troupe. After the year, a lot of members graduated leaving us few members in the dance troupe. So, members have been a problem to us. A few members participating in the dance troupe, we're lacking of members to join the competition, and we have no choice but to recruit some beginners.

It was fun, even we're lacking of members. We had a lot of performance and competitions, and the next thing I know, I was recognized already all around the school. So, I keep dancing and never quit even we're having a lot of problems from the dance troupe. We didn't win the Most outstanding Organization this year, but I'm still happy that I won the Best Male Dancer of the Year. Go Lucid! :D

Btw, I became the Vice President of the Dance Troupe. Well, this is unexpected, now I have to do my best in dancing. Wish me luck this year! ^_^

How did I start?

Yay! I'm blogging again! :D It's been a year since I blog. But, why did I blog? Well, I blog for something because it was a requirement for our englone class. I got bored and stop blogging(and I failed LoL).

But why I blog again? Well, I want to share my experience of what happened to my college life.

At first, I was a silent guy. I'm trying to know everything about my school. A lot of people asking me if I want to hang out with them, but I always decline their request, instead, I want to be alone sitting on the bench. After a week, where I know everything about my school, about the people in it, of what character of "Aldrin" am I going to use and which friend am I going to pick, I start having friends afterwards. I had a lot of friends. Some I met from my algebra class, and some are my "cafeteria" friends. :p But I never had a crush to anyone and I don't know why. I guess I didn't saw the girl I like.

And I start thinking, what else can I do? How can I be recognized?

So I wait, until the event called "Recruitment Fair" started and start thinking if will I join dance troupe since I know dancing(and a little bit of breakdancing). But I'm scared to sign up alone. So, I tried to convince my friend Sean to join dance troupe. When we're about to sign up for dance troupe, a girl approach Sean and recruit him to join the Badminton Club. So, he didn't sign up anymore, making me not to sign up for it.

Then, I waited until acquaintance party just to dance. I enjoyed the acquiantance party so much that didn't notice there's someone is taking some pictures of me doing breakdance and they're all watching me dance with my friend Jerome. I did a breakdance called "The Worm" and they are amazed of what I can do. I've met a lot of friends from the party and they always want me to do some stunts. They all convince me to join the dance troupe, but I didn't.

After the party, there was an opening for the SportsFest '07. I was invited to cheer our team and I accept it. We practice our cheering with the choreographer of the dance troupe and we performed at the opening of the SportsFest '07. They said that it was just an opening and there's still a cheering competition. So we practice again and cheer again. We didn't win but we're still glad that the judges and audience love our cheer.

Because of the practice, I've met the choreographer of the dance troupe. He want me and Jerome to join the dance troupe. I just accept it and wait for the text message from them. Then, they ask us to join the dance troupe. When we're at the Mirror room, they ask us if we are ready for an audition. We were shocked because we didn't know that we need to audition. When we said that we're not ready, the choreographer, Benedict, made a step for our audition. Then after we perform it, they ask us to do some stunts. And the next thing I know, we're accepted and we can start our practice right away. We practice for Talent Quest '07 and we won the first place. That was my first performance and it was great! Go Synergy!

Virus vs. Spyware

In case you don't know virus and spyware, virus is a program in a computer that makes your computer malfunction/broken, while spyware is a program that makes too many appearing pop-up in your screen and a cause of a virus.

There are different kind of virus:

*File virus

>>>a kind of virus that infect the .exe and .com files.

*Worm virus

>>>a kind of virus that controls anything in your computer randomly without permission.

*Boot virus

>>>a kind of virus that block certain kind of program.

*Time virus

>>>a kind of virus that when it wakes up, it'll change the time randomly without peromission.

*ANSI virus

>>>a kind of virus that gives a command to a letter/number that was pressed.

*Trojan virus

>>>the most powerful virus. It is not actually virus, but it duplicates itself until you run out of memory stored in your computer.

But there are no kinds of spyware.

Virus is the most dangerous. Spyware only distract you with the use of pop-ups while virus is permanently until it was remove.

So the kind of virus to be avoid is the Trojan/Backdoor Trojan. Don't download in a "not thrusted" website without Anti-Virus/Anti-Spyware.

bad and good news to left handed people

In case you are wondering how many famous left-handed people you know? Well, here are some list that I made of popular left-handed people...

http://www.fileden.com/files/2006/12/14/512599/Lefthanded.txt

There are too many right? Also there are good news and bad news for us. Let's discusS the good news first.

For you, what is left-handed good at? Who among of the two is the more intelligent? Maybe you'll sAy left-handed. Well, you're right! If you'll see, left-handed is artistic than right-handed. They have the better creativity skills. Because right-handed has the linear thinking mode, while the left-handed have both linear and holiStic thinking mode. Linear thinking work at the left hemisphere of our brain while the holistic thinking work at the right hemisphere of our brain. Linear thinking are composEd of language, writing, science, logic and mathematics, while holistic is composEd of art, creativity, music, genius, fantasy, perception and emotional expression.

SeemS unfair to right-handed. But no worry. Why? BecausE there are bad news for us.

Don't be surprisEd, but the left-handed people has 9 years less than the life of right-handed people. Why? BecauasE of our thinking. Right-handed only usE linear thinking mode while left-handed usEs both linear and holistic thinking mode. Still don't believe? Try Surfing! The average death of people is 75 years while the left-handed has an averange of 66 years.

Unfair? Maybe not. Be proud of being right-handed. But how about us left-handed people? Well, look at the bright side! You're Smarter than the right-handed!

And there are many things to know if the perSon iS left or right handed.

Left-handed :

*have a habit of curving their wrisT(Even I was surprisEd! And yes!).

*checkmarks going to the right(really?).

*digging hole in paper with pen tip(yEah)!

*mirror writing(^^ all the time!!!).

*very untidy and forming letters backwards so instead of going anti-clockwise to write'O'

*unable to use fountain pens as I find that due to the shape of the nib the pen "drags" into the paper.

*use white board are very hard to use when your left handed as you wipe it all off as you go along

*ETC.

The expresion "OMG, Oh My God & Oh My Gosh"

All know this expression, some always use it and few of you know the meaning of this. Are you one of the "few?" Now you will...

OMG means Oh My God... Whoever use this term should avoid it. Why? Did you remember the 2nd commandments of the Lord? Maybe you don't know... here : "Thou shall not use the name of the Lord our God in vein." You're making sins everytime you use that term...

And another one... Some people use Oh My Gosh so that they don't have sins. Well, you're wrong! Oh My Gosh is more sinful than Oh My God. Why? Gosh is a short term for "God and Shit." Even I was shocked about this.

So after reading this, I stop using the OMG. And at the last of the message, it says that spread this message to make the others avoid it. So if you use this term, try to stop.

So I start thinking "Who would spread such a bad word?" And I think(for me) that demons or the people against God did it. So don't let them poison your mind, be strong!